joegotistical

G20 riots

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 23:09:44 GMT

fuck knows

short videos on roofs

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 21:08:50 GMT

After storming the bank of scotland with thousands of others for that G20 shit, I ended up on the roof of a political activist squat. attempting to slide.

Naomi dancing to the yeah yeah yeahs on our roof in hackney on the first sunny day of the year. the video cuts out literally a milisecond before she stepped in some mud and fell FLAT on her face.

a great day for music

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 23:56:16 GMT

if my housemates think they're sleeping tonight, they're gravely mistaken.

I'll ask you kindly to make your way

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 23:20:37 GMT

Whenever I think of a fairly unspectacular house that I saw in a dream recently, my heart speeds up, my breathing gets heavy, and I feel as if I'm on the edge of an epiphany. Problem is; I can't remember who was in the house or what events took place in it.

deleted scenes

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 16:24:05 GMT

good to see my Dad retains his artistic flare

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 23:14:38 GMT

Back from a weekend in Portsmouth

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 21:30:55 GMT

..where is my roommate??

The only time I drank was at my Dad's 50th birthday party. Too busy stocking up on food like a snake, I guess. Hopefully I can put on some of the 2stone I didn't notice losing. My mum gave me a care-package which I snacked on during the 3 hour bus ride, whilst reading one half of "Kafka on the Shore"

In complete financial ruin, but so is everyone else apparently. I'll owe my landlord £435 in a week. I currently have 60 pence in my bank account. Oh and I owe the credit card company another hundred. My brother got me a job flyering for a bar in Hoxton, but only on weekends.

"I like you"
"I like you too. Now I must pack"

air coot

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 17:56:48 GMT

It's so fucking sunny

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 21:55:30 GMT

I've gone from being very unaware and happy - to aware and freaking out - to very aware and very happy. In life as a whole, I'm not talking about some little thing. A transition that should usually take years, has taken only a few months.

Weird thing happened today; A girl I've been randomly assigned into a group with at uni was living/studying at the university I stayed at in new york at the same time I was there. Small world eh? So apparently I can easilly transfer and study over there for a year. An interesting prospect. Or have I become too comfortable?

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:06:46 GMT

Raise your flag

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 19:52:34 GMT

Rampaging, planning a masacre, chewing a pen. People I hold at high regard in my life have been acting in ways that make me think they don't deserve any of my time or effort. In fact, I'm absolutely fucking furious at a particular few right now. What a fool to think that things would change by moving away. It's perfectly logical though; if people aren't willing to travel 10 miles down the road, they're not likely to travel 60. Never have I been such an abrupt arsehole. But I'm fine with this, I'm actually BASKING in it. It's a good change of pace, and probably a lot closer to what I ultimately aspire to be.

+ Lecture Hall Crushing; An unnamed newby I've been cruising always sits against the opposite wall to me. Every week we go to the opposing corners at the back and reserve 3 chairs each to put our feet up. Earlier today, by pure chance, we were the last two people to tick our names off on the register. So after the register travelled 30ft across the lecture hall toward me, I ran my thumb down the list of ticks to see which freshly written one would smudge. And bingo, got the name. Genius or Worrying??

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 14:59:27 GMT

mm

Last night was a mid-spring night's dream. Although it only had roughly half the ammount of misunderstandings and complications as the original play I'm referencing. But life's good, life's great.

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 09:12:19 GMT

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 23:23:59 GMT

+

Really great

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 19:59:11 GMT

Dropped E, got an A, slept for 17 hours, had another £500 stolen from me.

"wastful season

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:42:47 GMT

take my hand
take the place of the snakes who ran"

rediscovered a beaut

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 19:44:23 GMT

Have you been outside? It's like Spring

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 11:22:42 GMT

Do you know we're in high demand, Laura? Us people who suffer. Because we don't take to arguing, and we're quick to surrender.

happy valentines fuck

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 23:33:02 GMT

in TWO minds about going out. so much that I've found myself with the perfect metaphor; I have one shoe on and one off

A few things;

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 19:45:31 GMT

+ A text sent to a female friend whilst watching her play pool in the pub;

"I just noticed how symbolic pool is of sex. I just watched you prepare your triangle whilst Mark aimed his wooden rod and shot a white pellet into it."

+ Started

yesterday.

I finally finished Down And Out In Paris And London. I don't view the homeless any differently than I did before.

+ Got credit thefted £2000. A lot of pent-up negative karma probably. Well anyway I spent 3 hours in the bank earlier and FORCED £200 out of them (for now). So I can, y'know.. eat/live.

+ Thursdon Moore's solo album is actually quite good.

uuh

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:07:29 GMT

Bad mood anyway, I go to uni and am condesended for 3 hours, and get shouted at 3 times on the street for having an attitude or something. That was my morning. I was looking forward to coming home in the WARMTH and picking up some delicous food on the way. Then, whilst getting off the train I get a call from this guy's assistant wanting me for casting photographs in an hour, which means NO FOOD and ANOTHER OVERGROUND JOURNEY. Oh well, at least being completely unprepared for this has left me looking emaciated, hungover and very beardy. Which, funnilly enough, is exactly what they want me to look like.

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Ok scratch that. Resceduled for tomorrow. I'm going to tesco and snarfing a pizza and probably some beers.

Before I leave; the last week has been a lot of fun, and maybe it was just that.. fun. hmm

Funny how fast spirits can fall

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Third edit; been reading John Bartletts book of familiar quotations. Here are two good ones.

"An artist is his own fault"

"I'm not pessimist; to perceive evil where it exists is, in my opinion, a form of optimism"

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 13:08:10 GMT

It's mostly melted now, but I discovered a husky in the snow. Well, actually somebody with the eyes of a husky, who drives a van.

Heaviest snowfall in London sinse I was 1

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 21:49:10 GMT

has rendered the ill-prepared city in a bubble. Nobody can get in or out, and it could just be my damp phone, but it's impossible to get a strong signal, aswell as the internet being intermitant.etc. I may sound like I'm complaining but I actually love it, I've been drinking tea and chain smoking by candle light pretending there is also a power cut.

what's with

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 19:11:48 GMT

really hot punks lately?

1990z

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 03:41:23 GMT

Is it strange that I'm only just discovering Gregg Araki films?
At the time I remember thinking that the 90s was a tackiest decade yet, and that comparing it to others would be like looking at a piece of brightly coloured plastic jewelery next to an antique diamond necklace, or something. But enough years have passed to build up feelings of nostalgia, and now all I wish for is to be wearing baggy ripped jeans, doc martins and a leather jacket, and to climb through my friend's window, get stoned and talk about the impending appocolypse, man.

Mysterious Skin was shit though.